시 분석

By: Miya Mallard

Original Poetry

Translation

By: Miya Mallard

Dear, my closest one

Date: 4/21/2026

My heart is now growing

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So I lie to myself

Dear, my dearest one

Saying you're a threat in my life.

My heart is now blooming

But my heart disagrees as it cries.

So I make a lie to myself

Being obedient felt like a crime.

Saying that you're a danger in My life.

But heart disapprove as it cries.

Have your own mind.

obedient was like a crime.

Yet my voice is controlled by others

I can't lie.

have a mine of your own.

I'm still obedient in my best years.

Yet my voice is owned by the others

So, just see it from my eyes.

I can't lie.

I'm still obedient in my prime.

I don't mind breaking my heart.

So, just it from my eyes.

It's not the first time.

I don't mind falling asleep.

I don't mind breaking my heart.

To avoid every single moment.

It's not the first time.

I don't mind falling asleep.

So, I will sleep.

To avoid every single time.

As I ignore everything inside me.

I expected nothing more anyway.

So, I shall sleep.

Just like me, I fade away.

As Ignore it all within me.

I expected nothing less anyway.

My heart must hate you

Just like me I fade away.

Or fear you so I can erase.

The fact you got in that place.

My heart must hate you

Or fear you so I can erase.

I give my soul just to break it.

The fact you got in that place.

That was my biggest mistake.

I give my soul just for it break.

I'll break the heart.

That was my biggest mistake.

As you only shattered it

And I'll make it bleed hard.

I'll break up the heart.

Burning it to ashes.

As you only shattered it

So, it feels that way

And I'll make it bleed hard.

For you or anyone.

Burning it to flames.

But some parts just won't change.

So, it feel that way

So, I'll just accept my fate.

For you or anybody.

But some parts just won't change.

I bloomed like a broken container.

So, I'll just except my fate.

I bloomed so a broken crate.

Explanation

This poem by Miya Mallard explores the complex emotions associated with love and heartbreak. The speaker addresses their 'dearest one,' expressing a sense of internal conflict and emotional turmoil. The heart is described as 'blooming,' indicating growth or awakening, yet the speaker lies to themselves about the beloved being a danger. This reflects the struggle between the mind's rationalizations and the heart's true feelings. The poem delves into themes of obedience and control, suggesting that the speaker's voice and actions are influenced by others, yet they remain true to their feelings. The recurring motif of breaking the heart symbolizes repeated emotional pain, while the desire to 'erase' the beloved from the heart signifies an attempt to heal or move on. Despite these efforts, the speaker acknowledges that some parts of their emotions remain unchanged, accepting their fate. The imagery of burning and bleeding conveys intense emotional suffering, while the final line suggests a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's broken state.

Word Dictionary12

Word	Easy Meaning	Translation	Pron.
dearest	most beloved	most loved	dee-uh-rest
blooming	growing, flourishing	growing	bloo-ming
disapprove	not agree	not agree	dis-uh-proov
obedient	compliant	following orders	oh-bee-dee-uhnt
prime	best years	best time	prym
fade	disappear slowly	disappear	fayd
erase	remove	remove	ih-rays
shattered	broken into pieces	broken	shat-urd
bleed	lose blood	lose blood	bleed
flames	fire	fire	flaymz
except	accept	agree to	ik-sept
crate	container	box	krayt

Poet & Context

PoetMiya Mallard

EraContemporary

Miya Mallard is a contemporary poet whose work seems to focus on themes of love, heartbreak, and personal introspection. No detailed biography or Wikipedia page was found.

View on Wikipedia

WhenApril 21, 2026

WhyThe poem appears to be a personal reflection on love, heartbreak, and the struggle with one's emotions. It may have been written as a cathartic expression of the poet's own experiences or as a universal exploration of these themes.

FormFree verse

Themes & More

Themes

loveheartbreakemotional conflictself-deceptionresignation

Literary devices

metaphor: 'My heart is now blooming' suggests emotional growth.personification: 'heart disapprove as it cries' gives human traits to the heart.imagery: 'I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames' evokes vivid emotional pain.repetition: 'I don't mind' emphasizes acceptance of recurring pain.alliteration: 'burning it to flames' uses repeated 'b' sound for emphasis.

시 분석

By: Miya Mallard

Original Poetry

Translation

By: Miya Mallard

Dear, my closest one

Date: 4/21/2026

My heart is now growing

----------

So I lie to myself

Dear, my dearest one

Saying you're a threat in my life.

My heart is now blooming

But my heart disagrees as it cries.

So I make a lie to myself

Being obedient felt like a crime.

Saying that you're a danger in My life.

But heart disapprove as it cries.

Have your own mind.

obedient was like a crime.

Yet my voice is controlled by others

I can't lie.

have a mine of your own.

I'm still obedient in my best years.

Yet my voice is owned by the others

So, just see it from my eyes.

I can't lie.

I'm still obedient in my prime.

I don't mind breaking my heart.

So, just it from my eyes.

It's not the first time.

I don't mind falling asleep.

I don't mind breaking my heart.

To avoid every single moment.

It's not the first time.

I don't mind falling asleep.

So, I will sleep.

To avoid every single time.

As I ignore everything inside me.

I expected nothing more anyway.

So, I shall sleep.

Just like me, I fade away.

As Ignore it all within me.

I expected nothing less anyway.

My heart must hate you

Just like me I fade away.

Or fear you so I can erase.

The fact you got in that place.

My heart must hate you

Or fear you so I can erase.

I give my soul just to break it.

The fact you got in that place.

That was my biggest mistake.

I give my soul just for it break.

I'll break the heart.

That was my biggest mistake.

As you only shattered it

And I'll make it bleed hard.

I'll break up the heart.

Burning it to ashes.

As you only shattered it

So, it feels that way

And I'll make it bleed hard.

For you or anyone.

Burning it to flames.

But some parts just won't change.

So, it feel that way

So, I'll just accept my fate.

For you or anybody.

But some parts just won't change.

I bloomed like a broken container.

So, I'll just except my fate.

I bloomed so a broken crate.

Explanation

Word Dictionary12

Word	Easy Meaning	Translation	Pron.
dearest	most beloved	most loved	dee-uh-rest
blooming	growing, flourishing	growing	bloo-ming
disapprove	not agree	not agree	dis-uh-proov
obedient	compliant	following orders	oh-bee-dee-uhnt
prime	best years	best time	prym
fade	disappear slowly	disappear	fayd
erase	remove	remove	ih-rays
shattered	broken into pieces	broken	shat-urd
bleed	lose blood	lose blood	bleed
flames	fire	fire	flaymz
except	accept	agree to	ik-sept
crate	container	box	krayt

Poet & Context

PoetMiya Mallard

EraContemporary

Miya Mallard is a contemporary poet whose work seems to focus on themes of love, heartbreak, and personal introspection. No detailed biography or Wikipedia page was found.

View on Wikipedia

WhenApril 21, 2026

FormFree verse

Themes & More

Themes

loveheartbreakemotional conflictself-deceptionresignation

Literary devices